Wednesday 11 September 2013

我的九一一 My 911

今日,他搬走了。

那個我曾經為他不顧一切的他。

我以為我會歇斯底里的哭個不停。

但是,我沒有哭。

因為,我在想,若結局一樣又何苦再想?
因為,我在想,若讓人成長,我為什麼怕分手的傷?
因為,你有自由走。。。

今早,在電台無意的聽到這首歌。

原來,這是解脫

解脫 是肯承認這是個錯
我不應該還不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好過

我心裡有一種渴望勇敢的念頭
不要 愛我的人再擔心我

解脫 是懂擦乾淚看以後
找個新方嚮往前走
這世界遼闊 我總會實現一個夢

所以,你們真的不用擔心我。

Today, He moved out.

I would have done anything just for him.

I thought I would cry hysterically non-stop.

But, I didn't cry.

Because, I thought, if the ending is the same why should I kept thinking.

Because, I thought, if it's part of growing up, why should I afraid to break up?

Because, you have the freedom to go

I heard this song on the radio on the way to work this morning.

It is a RELIEVE.

Relieve is to admit that it was a mistake

I should not still hold on

He has the freedom to go; I have the freedom to live well

I have this urge in my heart

Not to let those who love me worry

Relieve is to wipe the tears and look forward

Find a new direction and move on

The world is vast and my dream will come true

So, don't worry about me.